something awefully big happened today....

well, you see i managedto get a friend, denise to come woth me to jurong east stadium to watch alberix vs sinchi caz i know that he will be going down to help so wanted to try my luck at peeping at him.

we were toking abt it lst night and he said don't go caz he was scared that other people will see through. then i saked if it was okay if i went with a guy friend and he didn't reply. all my sms after that telling him that i will be going he didn't reply. he offed his hp, maybe fall asleep liao. then today i just bloody hell can't get to him, think his hp got something wrong or there is a net working problem. i complained to the m card hotline but there was nothing much that they can do about it.

i went with denise and during half time, i managed to spot him and whispered to denise where he was and we positioned ourselves to sit near where he is. my heart was really racing at that time was so excited but i can't do anything much so i went to see what tibits they were selling outside. when i came back, i purposely walked at the stairs near him and i was looking down all the while till i steal a quick look up and for 1/3 of a seconds our eyes met. he continued to move his eyes away in their inital motion and i really felt that he did see me but i couldn't confirm anything. it was kinda nice that i can get to see my hubby but the fact that i can't go near him brush his hand or talk to him for a sec was really not that nice. i kept stealing a few glances at him or seeing him from the sides but he never onced turned to see me in the eyes. he didn't throughout the rest of the night.

the worrying thing was that denise told me that she was staring at them when i went away and they ctually looked in her direction and she was sure that they were looking at her.

i tried to call him before i wrote this entry but about the response that i get i am not too sure if it's good or bad. good int the sense that there is at least a computered repl by m1 to say that he is unavailable but it is also bad as i don't know if he is mad at me or anything.

just wanted to go see him again.....sigh....

hey.....what's up dude..hven't herd from you for so long...

well guys, to whoever who ever bothered this plain blog of mine, yup, be glad caz i am in the absolute mood to blog....common...let's start with the headlines.

I never believed in starting out witht the most important scene when it comes to story telling.

first on the news, well, my ocbc data entry job will be ending within the week and I am currently doing credit card roadshow promoter for ocbc. well, i attended for the past couple of days and i think that it is ok, in the sense that it is not too bad. well, the good thing, good rates thou it is inferior to that offered by citibank i heard. the other thhing is that the people in my team are quiet nice people, average;y likeable for the new faces i know in the team. good thing is that till date, li juan and i are in the same team, under this girl by the name of megdelene, a nice and understanding superior who can joke with us pretty well. then there is this weirdo, name is ryan, shall i say that we kind of get it off on the wrong foot? i seriously do not know why but u know, he is someone i enjoy hitting on? whatever that means but it's like i just like to irritate some1 kind of feeling...i made manyfriends and enemies that way for the past couple of years but seriously, it's just a way to pass time. Hmm...sound quiet bad huh? but u can't blame me, he is a nice guy which is something li juan and i agreed but he is damn funny sia...guy? not that but u know very very very talkative and long winded...probably memory lag also, ask same questions like so many times. there's another 2 girls in my team that i have hardly seen thus far. another guy who...manz...quiet talkative too in somewhat a no brainer way at times...sweats a lot and i mean sweat if you get what i mean. but i am having a hard time to lean to tricks or skill of selling multiple cards to a customer which li juan and ryan is getting real good at....sigh....damn...

secondly, the o evel results are out today. the a level's release date won't be far away. i am a little worried, kind of forgotten how the paper was, whether it was good a not but i don't see any point on worry about something that is already done, it is just like waiting for your pizza delivery? you get your results based on something that you have already done? probably i think that i will start worry the nigt before? hmm..maybe that's too long, maybe the hour before? i would really like some company with me to collect the results or maybe some friends to talk with before the results are released. don't know who i can get hooked up with or if my casual friends will be around to chat for long enough. sigh.....

i sigh a lot do i? well, i think from now on, the amount of sighingthat i will be doing will be largely decreased by at least half? y? that's in the next news....

last but not least, and the most important thing that has happened to me is....YEAH! HE'S BACK! Thank God that he is! he reached at about slightl past six in the morning, the first calli recieved from him was at 630 asking me where was the airport's pick up location. i wasn't too familiar with terminal 1's pick up as i was working at terminal 2 last time. I was so scared about many things. i was scared whether he would have a safe trip here, whether we will be able to meet up on the first day of his arrival no matter how short it was. luckily both happened. he was damn fustrated that their new hostel location is in jurong, just a little away from the jurong stadium, meaning there will be a lot of training, and it would be harder for us to meet up and also the convience to town as we both prefer central areas? we manage to meet up for 2 hours plus and boy was that a costly and hurried trip. he cabbed down to town with only 14 sing dollars and i had to arrive earlier to pay of the remains as there was bloody hell no money changer in that kind of ulu pandang place. it's was so good to see him again, thinking of the short afternoon we pent together just makes me beam with a sweet smile that if possible could reach my ears. hmm...he's slightly slightly fatter, fairer, maybe more hair? he said i am skinner, a little too thin which i agree as sometimes when i look into the mirror, i am scared by my nearly bonely shoulders and the fact that i needn't move much to see my ribs should i be looking into the mirror half naked. it was really nice to feel and taste him again. we bickered a little? about me wanting to hear stuff etc...haha...minor things that i waited for coming to half a year. but of caz it was all sweet and nice. wonder when can we go out again and stay out longer as saying that this year wil be more busy and they are more highly watched at jurong and the inconvenice staying at jurong. like today, he needed to rush in and out within the time frame and so he cabbed to meet me and cabbed back.

ok then i think i am a little tired. i know he definitely is too caz he hasn't replied any of my night sms? can't blame him, a night flight last night and hanging out with friends a couple of nights in a row as his friends treat him to farewell dinner and such.

ok then...till next time

won't be too long, at least i know that i will blog about my results when they are out.